[ feeling : sad ]
[ hearing : canasta – chicago slow down ]
So I’ve been working at O’hare Ventures (aka the Manchu Wok in Terminal 3) for almost two months now. I’m scared because my last job lasted for two months before I got fired. I don’t know, getting fired isn’t a very good thing. I feel that I could be let go anytime soon. I just feel really paranoid because ever since I’ve been transferred to register, I’ve been a big fuck up.
A cash register plus a girl who hasn’t taken math in a while equals nothing good.
Although… I’m really careful with my register’s money. I think the system is out to get me.
I don’t even know why I fear getting fired. I mean, lately, I’ve been feeling massively depressed at my workplace. The whole establishment is like a family except I’m that black sheep that people rarely talk to let alone acknowledge. It’s probably because I don’t speak Tagalog or Spanish … and the fact I don’t talk about (or know about, really) Abercrombie, designer perfumes and new Green Day songs doesn’t help either. It’s like … everyone gets a hug goodbye except me.
Yeah, sad times. Did I mention Mr. Tsurutani works at a nearby bookstore in the same terminal? Yeah, sadder times. I was hoping I would have been moved to Terminal 1.
Happier things that should be mentioned:
- The Changes, Alphabet, and Wax on Radio at Schubas
- Head of Femur, Catfish Haven, and Canasta at Beat Kitchen
- The Squid and the Whale
- Escape from Earth, Absent Star, Blame Twilight, Flying Just Below Radar, and A Fading Memory at The Metro
Canasta is a really good local band. Alphabet is really good, too. As for the show at the Metro … I cared for the first three bands listed. That show was tonight and it was really different from the concerts I’ve been going to lately. It’s been a while since I’ve seen Alkaline Trio t-shirts at a concert.
Everyone goes back to school on my birthday.
I don’t have a wishlist at this point because …
I got none of the stuff on my last one.
(Well except maybe a t-shirt that I actually got myself)
(I am not counting my Amazon wishlist)
(Joe spoils me by getting me stuff on that)
(I like parentheses =D)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIONA!!! I < 3 YOU. Hopefully I will see you soon?! : )
-barbara- 9 January, 03:36 #