[ feeling : COLD ]
[ hearing : rilo kiley – accidntal deth ]
I’ve been writing here a lot lately.
I’m falling into my persona from about 4 years ago … Y’know, when I first got my Xanga. The constant blogging about nothing. Only difference is the lacking of odd misspellings every other word … Y’know intentionally because I was into lame slang and short hand. Boy was I dumb.
You should have seen yesterday. I had a long ass entry but decided it was stupid rambling about nothing so badda-bing badda-boom, it’s deleted. I do that a lot. I hate how I write so I delete!
Since it took an eternity to write that entry,
I’ll try to sum it up in fewer words.
( stupid thing to do, I know )
Sorry for taking up your time.
My styles are all over the place. I can’t help it. I can wear the Spike inspired skirt and pants with the coloured threadless tee but if I want, I hop into my fishnets and platform shoes. Then there are the days in which I decide baggy is the way to go … In which case, I break out the Marilyn Manson tee and ringed dog collars. Or I can just chose a pair of jeans and a random top. It just … VARIES. I can’t choose one medium to live on. It’s like my taste in music.
To sum it up rather quickly: Everyone else seems very set on one type of thing. I’m sort of … NOT. Which makes me able to have many acquaintances but no close group of friends. Guess it’s my own fault for being so neutral. I don’t have hardcore feelings towards anything musical, political, religious or school related.
“All I know my gut says maybe.”
This explains my loner-ism. RABBLE RABBLE RABBLE ... People love conflict I guess. They thrive on it. I don’t really find a point in arguing about how much a school event sucks or how much Linkin Park deserves to die.
-barbi- 27 January, 10:55 PM #
-barbi- 27 January, 10:55 PM #