[ feeling : drained ]
[ hearing : system of a down – deer dance ]
GAR! The one week I’m online a whole lot, EVERYONE is away or just plain not on! Jeez … Because of this, I’ve been wandering Xanga sites and bothering decent people who I found interesting. Then another survey because … yes, surveys pass the time.
I should sleep in all actuality. I’m supposedly busy tomorrow. I yoinked this particular survey from Jade ...
(1) Your gender: chickadee
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: i adore boys, i adore girls. again, i have not experienced a girl-girl relationship …
(3) Single?: yes.
(4) Want to be?: no.
(5) Your birth day: 1/9
(6) Age you act: 8 to 10
(7) Age you wish you were: 11 to 12
(8) Your height: 4’10” (i think i’m shrinking)
(9) The color of your eyes: dark brown
(10) Happy with it?: sure.
(11) The color of your hair: black … or brown depending on the lighting of the room.
(12) Happy with it?: i want it to grow faster so i can donate a second time to locks of love.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement: parents, the cat, the dog
(29) What’s your job: wanting one but lacking of one
(30) Piercings?: two on each ear.
(31) Tattoos?: not yet.
(32) Obsessions?: music, bad television, crushes at the moment, and gay men (they are so adorable!)
(35) Do you speak another language? not well.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: Erra … I guess that Angels in America quote I posted last entry.
(37) Do you have a webpage?: this one, a dead xanga, a semi-alive livejournal, oh yeah, the domain … and my photo site.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: i don’t know …
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sure.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: indeed i do.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: indeed i do.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: i switch my handwriting style but for the most part, it’s pretty legible and spiffy
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: indeed.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: “i like your panda” o.O;
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? idk.
(46) What is your biggest fear?: idk.
(47) Can you sing: i do the public the favor of not singing.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: sometimes …
(49) Are you a loner?: yes.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: jumbling of my speech
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive
(55) Have you got a ?: dur?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: too few strengths, too many weaknesses
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: my ability to absorb knowledge
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(59) How do you vent?: friends and/or journal(s)
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i regret every event that took place freshman year.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: not really.
(63) What is the most important lesson you’ve learned from life?: ” Trying is the first step towards failure.” ~ Homer Simpson
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: nothing
(65) And least?: calves, belly/fat in general, acne
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: no.
(67) Are you confident?: no
(68) What is the fictional character you’re most like?: squall leonhart
(69) Do people know how you feel?: not precisely
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: i don’t know how i’m perceived as …
DO YOU…
(71) Smoke?: no.
(72) Do drugs?: no.
(73) Read the newspaper?: no.
(74) Pray?: no.
(75) Go to church? not by choice
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? i don’t get ims from strangers.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: sometimes
[ no #79? ]
(80) Drive?: yes but not well.
HAVE YOU EVER…
(82) Liked your voice?: not really
(83) Hurt yourself?: nope, emotionally yes but physically no.
(84) Been out of the country?: yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
(86) Burped?: yes
(87) Been unfaithful?: no
(88) Been in love?: idk.
(89) Done drugs?: no.
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no.
(92) Had a surgery?: no.
(93) Ran away from home?: no.
(94) Played strip poker?: no.
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no.
(97) Been picked on?: yes.
(98) Been on stage?: yes.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you’re supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can’t remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes.
(101) Thought about suicide?: never seriously
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: no.
(103) If yes, what is your record?:—
[ no #104? ]
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: no.
(107) Slept all day?: yes.
(108) Killed someone?: no.
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no.
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no.
(111) Thought you’re going crazy?: indeed.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: no.
(113) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes.
(114) Been betrayed?: no, not that i know of.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: no.
(116) Broken the law?: shoplifting?
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope.
(146) Stolen anything?: yes.
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: nope.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes. didn’t like it.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes.
(150) Considered religious vocation?: idk.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: ... ... talkin’ to a virgin!
(152) Bungee jumped?: no.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(153) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: sometimes, it’s easier than thinking up some new combination of clothing …
(154) Shoe brand?: don’t matter. comfort is good. chucks?
(155) Brand of clothing?: don’t matter. looks good, it is good.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: sweet pea from bath and body works.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: ... CLOTHES. it varies …
(159) Wear hats?: no. i want a hat though.
(161) Wear make-up?: make-up scares me. yet … hot on guys o.O;
(162) Favorite place to shop?: any place with a sale o.O;; ... i may like everything in hot topic and belmont & clark but i don’t shop due to my lack of funds.
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: at the moment, my “she doesn’t even realize” threadless tee.
(164) Are you trendy?: not really.
BELIEFS
(165) Do you wish on stars?: sometimes.
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: sure.
(167) Miracles?: no.
(168) Astrology?: sometimes.
(169) Magic?: depends.
(170) God?: eh, sort of, sort of not. i know there’s a higher power someplace.
(171) Satan?: not really.
(172) Santa?: not really.
(173) Ghosts?: yes.
(174) Luck?: no.
(175) Love at first sight?: infatuation, yes.
(176) Yin and Yang?: in a way, yes.
(177) Witches?: depends on what you mean
(178) Easter bunny?: no.
(179) Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever?: indeed.
(180) Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: that’d be cool but no.
LOVE, and all that
(181) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: glance and look away shyly.
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no.
(183) Do you remember your first love?: i guess.
(184) Still love him/her?: no.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: i don’t know.
(186) What do you find romantic?: cuddling, talking, just plain having fun with one another
(187) Turn-on?: addictive eyes, sense of humour
(188) Turn-off?: idk, just plain being an asshole.
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: sometimes
[ #190-199?]
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flattered. maybe try it …
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going “blind”?: i guess knowing them. then again, meeting new people can be interesting sometimes.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more “socially acceptable” for a girl to ask a guy out?: no.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes.
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i don’t think so …
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: i don’t know.
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: “they take longer to open up than anyone on earth” ~jade
(207) What’s the last present someone gave you?: a gyro platter … i guess it wasn’t a present but i didn’t pay for it lol.
(208) Are you in love?: no.
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: i consider him/her nonexistant
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON…
(210) You turned down?: dad when he asked if i wanted to go to menard’s
(211) That haunted you?: he who shall not be named.
(212) You wanted to kill?: horribly horny underclassman.
(213) That you laughed at?: pablo
(214) That laughed at you?: i forget.
(215) That turned you on?: i forget.
(216) You went shopping with?: mom
(217) That broke your heart?: he who shall not be named.
(218) To disappoint you?: he who shall not be named.
(219) To ask you out?: no one asks me out …
(220) To make you cry?: he who shall not be named.
(221) To brighten up your day?: pablo, barbara, and katie shu shu.
(222) That you thought about?: mom, she just walked in.
(223) You saw a movie with?: parents. rented movies and stayed in.
(224) You talked to on the phone?: spike.
(225) You talked to through IM?: barbara
(226) You saw?: dad
(227) You lost?: i don’t know.
(229) You thought was completely insane?: i don’t know.
(230) You wanted to be?: _ ___
(231) You told off?: i don’t know.
(232) You trusted?: o.O;
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(233) Got drunk?: ne’er.
(234) Smiled?: sometime this evening.
(235) Laughed?: at room for all.
(236) Cried?: sometime last week.
(237) Bought something?: this afternoon on ebay.
(238) Danced?: i don’t dance.
(239) Were sarcastic?: today
(240) hugged someone?: yesterday?
(241) Talked to an ex?: months ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: i don’t really have one. the ones that come in mind … well … not for a while.
(243) Had a nightmare?: don’t remember.
(245) Talked on the phone?: today
(246) Listened to the radio?: today
(247) Watched TV?: an few hours ago.
(249) Helped someone?: i don’t know if i’ve ever been any help.
(250) Were mean?: i don’t know.
(251) Sang?: a few minutes ago.
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: a few … ... a while ago.
(253) Said “I love you”?: today sort of
(254) Missed someone?: today
(255) Fought with a family member?: yesterday
(256) Fought with a friend?: i don’t remember.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: today.
Dear Jebus, that took forever. I’ve switched my music to TLC already! Yes, I know System of a Down to TLC makes absolutely no sense whatsoever.
-barbi- 5 February, 10:07 PM #
-len- 5 February, 10:33 PM #
-yEn- 11 February, 07:26 PM #